It seems that my birth month is full of hurdles and I wonder what does fate has in store for me. I've lost too many people this year. Here's a list: Gabs, my cat All of my best friends, disloyal assholes Oliver, my baby sparrow My job, for a few months Before I come towards … Continue reading Little baby Oliver
Greer's words in his novel "The Story of a Marriage" speak of a strange kind of melancholy we experience when dealing with loss.
Because sometimes the loss that we speak of is just too big for time to heal... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACzCc5Ye8uQ
Most of my posts are automated. That does not mean mean that a bot is scripting. I just schedule the posts in advance in case I don't find time to post. Unfortunately, this time it's going to be my last post until further notice. I've been clinically depressed over a decade but this time I … Continue reading Until next time
Isn't it sad and extremely painful when you go through everything and in the end, realize that there is no such thing as a silver lining? There is no new leaf, no bright morning. Just an eternal winter. Cold, dark, dead.
"Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I’m supposed to do right now. Right now I can’t sleep. It’s right now that I can’t eat. Right now I still hear his voice and sense his presence even though I know he’s not here. Right now all … Continue reading What about now?
I've been really down for the last few weeks. Dealing with the loss of a loved one is never easy. You're never ready to let them go, to accept that their part in your life is over and that it was destined for them to leave. After all, they were only human and hence susceptible … Continue reading Be your own person