When you have a hard time letting go of someone that you still care for, realize that if they wanted to stay they would still be there. Very few things can creep in the way of true love, and if a person wanted you in their life, they most certainly would make a way for … Continue reading Be Gentle With Your Heart
There's a gaping hole in my heart that I think will never heal. Every morning I wake up with it bleeding through my chest. I feel lifeless and the whole world weighs down upon me. I ooze out the pain and clean it with gauze and words that don't make sense anymore. Words like it … Continue reading Zero Gravity
Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself? Your parents can't tell, nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you're not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don't bother telling them because they have their own lives to … Continue reading Now is the right time to say it
Most of my posts are automated. That does not mean mean that a bot is scripting. I just schedule the posts in advance in case I don't find time to post. Unfortunately, this time it's going to be my last post until further notice. I've been clinically depressed over a decade but this time I … Continue reading Until next time
I'm not scared to admit that I've been suicidal for days. However, I'm also aware that it is because of my natural response to trauma all my life. In times of extreme stress, my brain somehow thinks of suicide as a coping strategy which I know is not right. But that's what it is. And … Continue reading I’m not scared
"Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good because the only words you’ll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone."
Isn't it sad and extremely painful when you go through everything and in the end, realize that there is no such thing as a silver lining? There is no new leaf, no bright morning. Just an eternal winter. Cold, dark, dead.
The moment when they replace you and you see them promising someone else the same shit they promised you right before your eyes .
One of the biggest problems in the world is our extremely macho "stiff upper-lip" attitude towards mental health issues. If someone has a broken leg we give them our sympathies and wish them a speedy recovery, but if someone has a broken heart or is depressed we tend to look at them as a broken … Continue reading On World Mental Health Day
I'm just sitting here crying on my rooftop and it's almost midnight. The fact that one can be made to believe that they're loved and then brutally forsaken just because they weren't good enough. What is love then? Having a perfect body to stimulate sexual desire? I thought love was all about understanding each other, … Continue reading Tonight I’m drowning